Today it seems you’re waiting for the last piece of the puzzle to slide into place on a project you’ve been working on. You’re waiting for the new job offer to come in or next idea to blossom. The clients to book sessions, or a message you’ve been waiting for from a loved one to give you perspective about what happened in the past.….The 8 of Coins can also be a wake up call when in the reversed position. It may be signaling laziness and “apathy” or fear to move forward, I’m hearing.
The Wheel of Fortune in the past position signals an ending of a past cycle, and beginning of a new cycle. It’s showing me rebirth of a new you. You may have completed a project at work, completed a book you’re working on or decided to sign up for a training program or mentorship. I’m hearing “the winds of karma are blowing in”….
The message is “your abundance is waiting for you to change the way you do things”. It’s like you’ve either had failure in one area too many times, so you don’t even see it as an option, or you were burned bad and so you have horse blinders on. I pulled a clarification card and got the King of Swords. You’re being asked to upgrade your thinking. To shift from self-judgement, blame to optimism and hope. To believing in yourself and your abilities. There was this old pattern of believing about yourself what others taught you or told you. Something that was part of your healing process that you’re being asked to give up. This fundamental shift in thinking will be the missing piece to your self-loyalty. You’re upgrading of sense of self. Your confidence. Your SUCCESS! This morning I was guided to write a list of what does success look like to me? What does rich look like to me? What do I want my life to look like. You need to know what you’re working towards, very clearly, and then believe you can reach it. Wasn’t it Walt Disney who said, “If you can dream it, you can achieve it?”
What’s blocking you right now is self-protection. 4 of Cups. It connects back to, “but I tried that already and it didn’t work!” Not seeing the way they’re pointing you, because you don’t see it as an option. I see the top cup on this card being the cup that flows abundance into the other three cups. If you can just embrace this possibility, you will start to see flow in your life. Get out of your own way. I pulled an indicator card and got the 4 of Swords. 4’s have to do with stability, foundation and rootedness. Where are you feeling stuck? This is the first place to look. Then examine or write out, what are my belief’s around this situation? Sometimes when it’s right in front of your face you see the answer. Or maybe it’s a conversation. I remember talking to a friend one time, and I said something and mid sentence stopped and said, “Oh there’s my answer.” It wasn’t until I said it out loud, that it finally clicked. “I’m not in love with him. Or I don’t want to try, because I actually don’t care. ” (That was in reference to a romantic relationship, but I feel this reading has to do with work, personal creative projects, something to do with money and income.). What’s funny about this Fountain Tarot deck, is that in other decks the 4 of Swords is a celebratory card. Sometimes representing marriage and victory. In this deck, I see him, releasing an old self. Old thoughts and beliefs that no longer serve him. And he has his (animal) guide there overseeing, guiding his transformation. The guides have been chirping in your ear, and trying to get you to see something for weeks now. There is one fundamental belief that once you see it for what it is, will free you.
What’s surrounding you, seems to be a block in bringing in that income or new project into fruition. There’s anxiety in your field. How will it come? How will I do it? Am I capable? Also elements of spending money and not seeing return on investment… Today write, meditate have a conversation to identify the blocking thought. Once you do, this Ace of Coins Reversed will turn upright, and you’ll be back in the flow. It’s very possible to do this today as well.
What’s available in the possible future, is regaining that trust in yourself you once lost. That old self that knew they could do whatever they set their mind to. It really is a choice or possible future because the 8 of Swords reversed says self trust available and The Lovers reversed says, lack of trust in one’s self. So there you have it. What will you choose? If you knew how protected and guided you are by angel/guide teams on the other side, you would feel that confidence you may not be tapping into right now.
You are guided <3