In the past position I see there was a block to your new beginning in heath, money or 3d world. You were wanting to start over to manifest abundance in a new way. But you were a bit trapped in the past. Trapped in old habits patterns and an old way of being. An old ego self, so to speak.
In the present position I see there’s a transformation wanting to happen. A new way of thinking and communicating and being in the world. One that’s more conducive to this new beginning. It seems you are still trapped in the old self. Practicing this new way of being. A more communicative self. One that’s pursuing their own needs, not in a selfish way, but a self-care way. I see also what’s called for is more introspection. What is it you’re wanting to feel in certain dynamics. Not just what kind of money or security is there, but what kind of communication is there. What does this communication make you feel about yourself or your life?
What’s blocking you in moving forward is either imbalanced emotions, or knowing what it is you’re really feeling. You keep sacrificing your own emotional needs for others and that’s what seems to leave your own cup empty. Right now you have the opportunity to transform this imbalanced emotional and mental state. You have King cards, which is mastery, in both the present and the blocking positions. There is great opportunity for you to do this right now. Do not be afraid and do not put this off, because what’s surrounding you is support with these things. The surrounding you in the 3d world position, is support. It’s not telling you to choose your battles, it’s saying go to battle with your past way of being. Transform this way of being and let it take root in your DNA. Stop sacrificing your self and find self-love, self-worth and your own value.
The future card shows this isn’t going to happen over-night. This is a process but the end goal is a return to the self. A return to your health, physically mentally, financially and practically. No one can take care of you, the way you can.