We have a repeat visitor for the theme today. The energies are sticking around until they are seen, heard and healed. We have the medicine man/woman. This is actually the same card I pulled for the theme of the weekly for Youtube. The energies will be with us for a while. They are calling for you to start to fill your own cup. To give yourself your own medicine. To stop trying to help others and decide that you are worthy of your own care. The smoke on the card tells me that there’s more clearing that will happen today and for the next week. Sage, palo santo and incense are all helpful tools for clearing stagnant energies that no longer serve. The same is being called for the energy and emotional body today and for the next week. Put yourself first and make yourSELF be the priority. (Medicine Man / Woman)
In the past position, I’m seeing avoidance of dealing with grief, sadness, hurt, resentments. You are looking to the future thinking that that will heal the present. It’s all under the surface sitting there waiting to be seen. That may have been your old MO. Your old operating system. Your old way of dealing with things just to survive and get through. (Tower Reversed and 5 of Cups) But the saying goes, “you have to feel it to heal it.”
In the present position, I’m seeing a refusal to let the old way of doing things die. There’s a bit of grasping onto the old, because that’s familiar, and a bird in the hand right? A refusal to let go of the old creative project you started, the last relationship, the most recent “grudge” perpetrated in your current relationship. (Death Reversed, Two of Wands Reversed)
But all over this reading the light on the cards is on top the darkness on bottom. If you can gain that new perspective that’s available right now, today, you can have that rebirth in filling your own cup. In relating to others and relationship. In happiness and fulfillment. (The Hanged Man Reversed and Ace of Cups)
This resistance is blocking your abundance and forward movement. (Ace of Coins Reversed and The Chariot Reversed)
What won’t you let die? Trusting that the world will provide? It seems you believe that that last thing is the only thing you will ever get, forever and ever. (Knight of Coins, The World)
The truth is that you are worthy. That you are a co-creator. Leave the past in the past. Deal with the present emotions and where you’re at. Take care of your SELF.
What’s blocking you is procrastination, fear and selling yourself short. Not asking for help when you need it. Giving up right before you get to the success. Feeling as if how it’s always been is how it’s always going to be. Unworthiness. (7 of Cups Reversed and 5 of Coins)
What’s surrounding you is unhappiness. It’s not being connected mind body and soul. It’s as if one of these has taken over the others. It’s needing to refill your own cup. It’s self-care. Your needs, not others needs. Not in a selfish way, but in a self-preservation, self-care way. (Nine of Cups Reversed, 4 of Cups)
The future position warns of over-thinking, avoidance holding you back in personal growth, being attracted to people’s mask and not their insides who they really are. Underneath all this is the potential of bursting out of this into a deep self-wisdom. Knowing your true self, and therefore knowing and seeing others true selves. It’s harnessing your own inner light, who you are, through creative and alternative means. It’s finding your true path, true life purpose, true calling through relationship to self. (Strength Reversed, King of Wands)
