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How are you doing at managing your inner peace? What gets you off balance? Is it the chaos in the external world? Is it politics? Is it finances? Loneliness? Wherever you’re feeling emotionally disturbed inside is an opportunity to learn a new skill. It could be detachment. It could be faith. It could be releasing ideas that don’t help you stay calm. This internal disturbance is giving you a scent to follow.
What has typically been the habit or pattern in your life? Do you always date the same kind of guy and feel the same way every time it ends? Are you always in debt? Are you always ______? Fill in the blank. Patterns show thoughts, beliefs and habits. (3 of Swords) Life doesn’t have to be difficult. Relationships don’t always have to be leaving you wanting more, leaving you cheated on, leaving you feeling like the mother. Jobs don’t always have to be soul sucking; you don’t always have to feel undervalued. Always is fake. An illusion. Break these contracts. Decide to be done with those lessons. Move on. (7 of Wands and Page of Swords Reversed) You may be having difficulty visualizing what the destination actually looks like, because you’ve never experienced it before. Just focus on what you want to feel and then do your best to provide that for yourself. For truly no one nor any job, can ever make you feel any certain way. It’s only your own self that gives yourself those feelings. (8 of Wands) You have the ability within yourself to ground in new thoughts, ideas and beliefs. If your old beliefs leave you feeling not good, choose new ones. Your life purpose depends on you believing in yourself. (King of Coins) Changes don’t always happen or occur overnight, although they can. Be patient with your process. Shedding the old can feel frightening or scary. Going into the void. Dig deep and find trust. Then allow the Universe to deliver. Open yourself up. (Justice Reversed)