Today is a numerology 5 day. Which is a day for overcoming problems with self-esteem, depression and thoughts about yourself which were holding you back.
I see that you have shifted out of a lack of self-esteem. Out of feeling like you don’t know what you really want and who you are. You’ve had newfound clarity and growth in moving in a new direction. (Sun Reversed and 6 of Pentacles Reversed)
Today if you don’t resist any emotions that bubble to the surface, which might feel uncomfortable you will recover your sense of emotional balance. You’re shedding an old skin of thoughts and feelings that didn’t serve you. Cutting and separating those from yourself. Your new embodiment is going to feel, well, new. Give the dust a little time to settle. You’re growing in leaps and bounds right now. Whether it’s obvious on the surface or not. (Father of Wands, 9 of Cups). Today you may not feel your inner strength and courage, but by tomorrow you will. (Strength Reversed).
What may be blocking you or causing some self-doubt, is wondering if the work you’re putting in is really making a difference and getting you closer to your goal. When you don’t immediately see the results, it can have that effect. It reminds me of when I was really involved in animal rescue. I would share and network dogs all day long, never knowing what happened or outcomes. Every now and then, someone would come up to me and mention that they had adopted a dog I had shared. I also booked a session with someone to receive their gifts, and she told me, “You probably didn’t know this, but I wouldn’t get out of bed in the morning until I read your daily tarot reading, because they resonated so deeply with me”. You may not see the effects of the work you’re putting in right away, but rest assured, they are having an effect. (7 of Pentacles Reversed)
What’s surrounding you in the world and for your life is forward motion. A boost and help from God, in forward progress with your creativity, manifestation, sexuality, relationships, transformation and growth. It may be behind the scenes, but God/The Universe/whatever name you choose, is helping you. A gift for the work you’ve already done. (The Chariot & 2 of Pentacles)
You’re moving out of a phase of thoughts, beliefs, energy cords, that which does not serve you, and causes depression and stagnancy, into a more wholesome belief system. To being loved, appreciated, cherished in a grounded way. You’re going to be able to put your roots down and flourish. Become the you that you always desired.