Today is a numerology 2 day. Today has to do with the decision to love yourself now….instead of when you think you’ll feel worthy.
The theme of today is the (8 of Pentacles Reversed). I want to stay positive, but I hear the word disempowerment. I feel you are feeling like you have no control and are at the mercy of the Universe. You feel you are doing the healing, doing the work towards your goals, putting the effort in and not receiving. I think the key to unlocking what you want is in the last word. Receiving. Not the effort (masculine) but the receiving (feminine).
In the past I see you were very disconnected from your feminine (Mother or Queen of Cups Reversed). You may have been connected to your emotions, but you saw them as something that held you back and caused problems. You felt you couldn’t pursue your dreams or passions, or quite disconnected from the type of love you know you deserved. I’m glad this is in the past and in reversed, because now you ARE realizing your emotions are a gift. A navigation tool. A sensitivity that some have completely shut down. Something that helps you not hurts you. You HAVE started pursuing your passions and what is more in alignment with you. You ARE ready to receive the love you’re desiring.
In the present position, there’s a block to receiving. It’s because of the new. You went from being independent and self-supporting. Not wanting to be a burden. It’s a bit of a self-definition that’s dying. It’s old. It’s starving you and suffocating you. You are not a burden. You are joy and love and light. You don’t need to earn your love. Let the old definition of self die, so that you remove the block to receiving. (Death Reversed/Ace of Cups Reversed) This has been a very long path of changing the way you do things. Of working your way back to yourself. Your self-love. Allow that love in.
What’s blocking you is (the High Priestess Reversed). There’s some belief that is hidden to you still. It’s a belief that needs to be cut, removed. Thrown away. (5 of Swords Reversed) It’s tied to hard work. To building things up. Of effort matching reward. (7 of Pentacles) It’s imbalance of masculine vs feminine. Keep experimenting with receiving, alignment, flow. Following your intuition instead of to do list. Or whatever feels right to you.
What’s available to you today, is moving forward towards your abundance by embracing the feminine energies. It is highly encouraged you look towards your past. To how you’ve been doing things, and what hasn’t worked. Then shake things up a bit. Have you been in hiding? It might be time to come out now. This (8 of Wands) has a lightning bolt. This means changes! Change your approach. Change the doing parts. There’s an opportunity for clarity today. Your belief systems are unraveling. The cords and perceptions are being cut. (9 of Swords Reversed) It might be time to draw a line in the sand with yourself.
If you identify this belief. You’ll move from grief, and lack to a more abundant life. (5 of Pentacles and 10 of Pentacles) You’re being guided and directed to the mind. You’re lack thinking is pulling you down. As if your self-worth is dependent on the job, the success level, the relationship. It’s not. You are a radiant being of light. You are love. You don’t need those things to be worthy, even though you may have that belief implanted in your consciousness. Pull that weed out. Reroute your neural net. Feed yourself abundant self-love with nighttime affirmations tracks. Feed yourself self-love with mirror affirmations. Feed yourself worthiness. Build yourself up. Inspire yourself. Realize all you’ve overcome so far and what you have already built. Decide to love yourself now.
Your words of affirmation from the guides are: I welcome clear vision and inspired action. Allow your mind to be free from what holds you back. Allow the eagle…the symbol of freedom of the United States, to swoop in and clear those old programs away. Set your mind free. Blossom into a new you.