Today is a numerology 3 day. Today you are taking your first steps in a new area of growth although you may not be seeing it in your 3d world, it is happening.
When I connected to the collective today, I’m picking up a day of releasing a lot of emotions. Fear, anxiety and grief that is related to the future. To not knowing what the future may hold or bring and releasing emotions from the past that held you back from your future. Today is a pretty emotional day, so no sudden moves. Today is not the ideal day for important life changing conversations, etc
The theme of today is forgiving yourself for decisions you made based on societal programming. I feel this block in wanting to be fully you, but you’re releasing these things that weren’t you from your field. There are many ways of living and being that society has adopted that really aren’t ideal or in alignment with so many people. We are all very different in our wants and needs and trying to fit ourselves and our souls into these tight little boxes defined by society has created detrimental beliefs about self and survival. A lot of the people that follow me or clients of mine are healers. Whether they realize it yet or not. They are sensitive beings that want to make the planet better and help others heal. Sensitivity is often not honored in our society so you may have had to create all these beliefs and harden in order to survive and fit in. (King of Fire/Wands and Five of Air)
In the past position, I see you went on a healing journey. You were investigating new modes and methods of healing and getting to know yourself better. You are very connected to the earth and nature and gaia. You may even be a fairy. I’ve been connecting with a few people who were fairies in another life. Whether you’re an earth angel or a fairy, you’re getting your wings back. Getting your freedom back. Getting back to your original essence. Your core true self. Unfortunately, you still feel blocked. It’s hard to be a sensitive being, an angel, a fairy in a world that seems to revolve around power dynamics. You are breaking free of those old belief systems into your true self.
In general, you want to spread your wings. You want to feel you’re in the new correct career or job. In the new relationship. You want to feel free, now that you’re feeling more you. But you’re thinking “Why can’t I move forward? When is this divine timing going to arrive?” Your heart is begging for that new beginning (Ace of Water) When will my needs be met? When will I be happy?” (10 of Cups) Today is that new beginning.
The thing is you may not be seeing it, so your emotional field is delaying that new beginning away from you. (Page of Fire Reversed and Chariot Reversed) It’s like all the focus and frustration on “where is that new job I need? Where are the clients I need? Where is the boyfriend I want” is focus on what you don’t want and don’t have. A very valuable tool is to visualize and know that in the future you have that. So, you have that now. All time is now. Visualize how you feel having that thing now. Bring your future into your present. FEEL IT. Your passions and emotional body make up your aura. Use your aura and alignment to attract not repel your desires away. What is your focus on?
Today what’s available for you is focus. Focus on one thing. Don’t allow yourself to get overwhelmed. Do you need to rest and relax? Do that and don’t worry about work? Do you need to get work done so you feel one step closer to your goal? Whatever you do do. Focus on that and don’t expend too much energy in too many directions. (Two of Earth and Seven of Fire)
The future position is the (Queen of Fire Reversed and The Moon Reversed). Both the King and Queen are in this reading. The divine match. They’re both feeling disempowered. This may just be saying, “Your divine partner will come when you’re both healed. One or the both of you is healing and reconnecting with their true alignment. The timing may not be up to your speed and preference but trust me. It will be worth the wait.” You both want to be your best selves when meeting, so the old societal dynamics of relationships doesn’t play out in this one. Victim Savior. Co-dependency. Etc
This deck doesn’t photograph well. I can’t shoot it in a lightbox, due to glare from overhead lights…and same reason without the lightbox. So there’s only the theme card, not the whole layout today. I felt drawn to this deck because she tends to deliver a bit softer truths, and today felt like a heightened emotional day in the collective consciousness.