The theme of the week is uncovering where you are blocking yourself.
Today is a numerology 9 day. Which is all about completing cycles. Endings before the new beginning. Returning to the true self, or integrating the lessons learned.
I also want to note, that although this reading is dated today, because almost every card is major arcana not minor, that this is more about who you are at your core, and what’s big picture as opposed to minute details that might arise today.
I see that recent experiences have given you new perspective, on how to rise above your thinking. Some of what’s self-fulfilling prophecy and some which is self-sabotage. (Hanged man and 10 of Swords Reversed) You’ve gained new clarity and enlightenment about it. It may even be related to how you keep yourself guarded and protected. Yes, that’s very strongly what I’m feeling. (This message may not resonate with everyone I’m feeling, for specific people)
So in the present position, there’s something out of alignment with letting your light shine. You’re blocking your transformation. It’s related to procrastination or inaction, on something that feels like you have too many choices, so you choose nothing. Or your inner voice and intuition isn’t able to guide you due to stress and emotional overwhelm. There’s an inner strength you possess, and you think that’s the energy you’re in, when in reality you need a little upgraded self-care. Do you recognize your emotions are the thing that’s blocking the forward moment? Do you know how to de-stress? Or are those things not working right now? Do you need to ask for outside help? (The Sun Reversed, 6 of Wands Reversed, 7 of Cups, Son of Cups)
I feel as if the old self is ready to be released and completed, and the new self-reborn (The World) as your old lessons are complete. There’s some hesitancy and some fear, because who isn’t afraid of the unknown? As children we’re always scared the first day of school, not knowing who will be in your class, will the teacher be nice? But by the end of the year, you’re confident and ready for summer. For some rest and play. And you feel like you know that grade inside out. That’s where you’re at. It’s the day before graduation.
What’s blocking you is fear. Fear of releasing your grasp on the old, because it’s comfortable and known, for the new, which will be unknown. Yet, will bring you more happiness, joy, money, connectedness etc. You outgrew the pants of the past, time for new pants. back to school shopping. 😉 (The Devil)
What’s available for you is getting to know your true self better. What you’re capable of. What’s in alignment with you. What things you don’t even know to wish for, what things you don’t even know will make you happy. The mysteries of the new journey and new chapter of life. Trust life. For now. Enjoy your summer. (The Empress)
I’m not sure if this message is for teachers or what. Ha ha, the school analogies are pretty funny!
Your mastery is available in the future, if you’re brave and make the choice to embrace the unknown mystery of the journey of life. (Father of Pentacles Reversed)
Additional messages from spirit: Let go of the past. It’s old. It no longer serves you. Reconnect with abundance, fertility, the lushness that is available in life, in the world, in relationships. And re-embrace joy and fun however you can right now. It’s a dense time in the world. Do what you can to remain light and confident, and joyful. Don’t sink too far down into the density. It doesn’t serve you or the world.
