Today is a numerology 8 day. 8’s have to do with your will and overcoming obstacles.
The theme of today I see is a decision you have to make. Will you choose to believe in yourself and your success? Will you choose to believe in your future that you want to create and manifest, or will you sink into fear and self-doubt? Do you realize you have the talent, skill and innate ability to crush through any obstacle? Do you realize the only thing holding you back is your mind? (2 of Swords)
In the past position, I see a history of trying to manifest your desires and not having any luck. You tried and tried and consequently got your heart crushed. You’re wanting a new beginning and have trust that that past karma is burning away right now. Some of your inability to move forward is due to karma clearing and the universe re-ordering itself. The remainder is knowing you’re in a new world, one where you’re very supported, and if you don’t give up or get in your own way, you will succeed. You are a mountain of inner strength. You choose the optimistic path, because you always pick yourself up and try again. It doesn’t matter if the picking up process takes 5 minutes or a month. You always keep going and trying. In a way that most people don’t have the courage or self-will to do. (8 of Cups on a numerology 8 day. This holds more weight than the other cards in the reading today)
In the present position, I see you’re moving from lack of joy and optimism. The struggle and fight to create the life you want, to one where you feel more empowered. You just had or will this week have realizations that are showing you what beliefs are not/were not in alignment with your joy. I pulled the (Son of Swords to clarify the Reversed Son of Cups.) This is all about upgrade energy and leveling up. Another sign that the only thing holding you back is your mind and beliefs. Can you identify what beliefs you’re holding that are in lack frequency. Or steps you know you need to take, but are not? What do you know, but not take action on, which might bring you closer to your joy? Are you self-sabotaging? Because (The Magician) says you have all the tools you need. Perhaps you don’t realize this, or you’re not using them all.
What’s holding you back or your challenge, I see is not actually a challenge. In a way, I’m being told, you already know what to do, because another Son (Page card) showed up in the reading. You have an opportunity to take action and move forward. You know what to do, whether it’s the next step, something whispering from your intuition, or what not. You do see some where you went wrong in the past or what was simply bad timing, lack of alignment, or not enough skill. (9 of Swords reversed) Take action, the action you’re being guided to do, to move forward. (Son of Pentacles)
What’s surrounding you is a new cycle. An upgraded cycle, a successful cycle in manifesting, abundance on a higher level. A new learning cycle with new rules. New skills, new transformation. The energies are in support of you now. The Universe is not against you, or teaching you lessons the “hard way”. Take steps forward with confidence, not fear or trepidation of the next “lesson” coming. (Daughter of Wands)
This new relationship to your confidence and your new self, may take a little time to develop and be patient. It will help you expand your horizons and see possibilities for yourself and your life, you didn’t even have the confidence to dream or hope for, because your perspective from past struggles, wouldn’t even allow you to. It’s like the horse with his blinders being pulled off. Your leveling up will show you and grant you a more beautiful world to live in.
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