Today is a numerology. (7+1+2+2 = 12 day). 12 is a master number. A number that today is a mastery day. A day where what you’re desiring, all that you’re desiring is at the forefront. A happy and contented life. There are lots of aces in the reading which signify new beginnings. I feel we will be getting our new beginnings for the rest of July. I expect lots of Ace’s. (10 of Water/Cups)
The body doesn’t lie. Is what I heard when I was first connecting to this reading. There’s a lot of earth energy, and earth can correlate to physical health. In the past position, we have 3 of earth. I see that you had realized you had an issue in your life, whether physical or emotional, maybe the physical caused by the emotional….Like my gut reboot caused by the stress of the last year…and you knew you needed help with it. So you reached out for help. You went to the doctor, found a mentor, hired the nutritionist. Etc. You got yourself on the path and road to healing. (3 of Earth/Pentacles)
In the present position, I see a delay. A disruption. Perhaps you were very committed and then something triggered you to fall out of your commitment to yourself, to your path, to your healing. I suspect we have a lot of the emotional world, that caused this disruption. It’s that wound we’ve been waiting to bubble up to the surface all week, rearing its ugly head. Luckily yesterday I see the self-sabotage…but the treasure (the original origin) is still buried beneath the surface. I keep guarding against forcing it. The thing about past life work or traumas the memory has blocked, is your mind is protecting you. It’s blocked for a reason, until you’re ready to see it, in the same way the saying goes, “When the student is ready, the teacher appears”. Thing of this as your wound being the student, and you are not ready to be taught yet. If you try to force it, you may not be ready to deal with it. Everything in divine timing. You might really really really want the boyfriend, or the clients, or the dream job…but if you’re not ready it might not go as your hoping. The advice in the present is instead of focusing on the wound and healing yourself so you can get what you want…is to stop taking life so seriously and go back to remembering when life was fun and what you love and enjoy. Self-healing can become an addiction in itself. So, go find some kids to play with, go hoola hoop. Get your dance on. It’s summer, go to the beach, but don’t layout go build a sandcastle with some kids! (Knight of Water/Cups & The Wheel in Reverse)
What’s blocking you today, was blocking you yesterday. (The Page of Air/Swords Reversed). You’re not seeing the big picture and all the angles of the situation. You see the delays as something about you. You’re taking it personal. And in some senses, when you’re in the right alignment things flow, but I also feel the Universe is working behind the scenes also. There’s this sense that you’re always on your own, you HAVE to be the one that helps yourself. There’s lack of faith in the Universe having your back. I keep seeing you trying to cut out the bad part so you can get to the good. You trying to slay the future. This masculine energy out of sorts. It’s connected to this wound of feeling lack of support, of you are the only one, of my needs don’t get met.
However, what is really present for you is ABUNDANCE. So, step outside of the old mindset and beliefs. Realize that everything is new again. Like the theme of today, shift out of those old patterns. New is present. You CAN have what you want. You DON’T HAVE to do it by yourself. You can be in alignment and have everything come to you, instead of you having to go to it. Your only job is getting out of the mental worry realm and coming back to the fun. The fairies. The playfulness. If I told you, all you have to do for one week is HAVE FUN. As much fun as you possibly can, then you would shift your energy and your magnetism would change? Would you be able to do it? (Ace of Earth)
In the future, position I see your passions changing actually. What you think you want; you may not actually want in the distant future. When you embrace the play, I think you might see, you’ve been a freight train moving in one direction out of a sense of franticness or desperation, thinking that those things would make you happy, but in play you might connect to what you really desire. I’m seeing opposing conflict of what the adult thinks they need vs the child or the true inner self. (Ace of Fire Reversed/ Six of Water)