Today is a numerology 5 day. Which is about trusting yourself, your intuition, and overcoming fear.
The theme of today is the (8 of Swords Reversed). I see you’re seeing clearly the old thought systems that used to take you out in the past, rearing their head today. You might be feeling a bit unclear on how to move forward, because you’re seeing the past and how that’s failed you, but seeing the future and unsure of the outcome in the situation your mind is maybe ruminating on. This situation brings you a potential loss of something that manifested that feels like it may be meant for you (7 of Swords). You want to bring that thing close to you but also seeing the danger it holds as well.
You’re moving from an energy of recovering a sense of self and who you are. (Strength) You don’t feel fully embodied in that new self and strength. Today is one of the first days of your new beginning. (Queen of Wands Reversed). Because you haven’t had much practice being the new you and practicing your new intuition from a state of empowerment, you’re not feeling fully confident. But the good news is you’ve done most of the work already. It’s like you’re the newborn deer that’s learning to walk on its wobbly legs. You’ve been rebirthed, now you’re learning to walk.
In the present position for today I see, you are really wanting to gather the harvest (7 of Coins) but there’s a lot of confusion on if this is your harvest. (The Wheel of Fortune Reversed) It’s like you’re an amnesiac walking from farm to farm and see the vegetables ready to pick for dinner, but you don’t remember which farm is yours. This confusion stems from asking yourself, “Do I continue moving forward in this direction?” It’s like you’ve made it to a goal, you made it to the finish line, and you’re questioning, is this really my gold medal? (4 of Wands) You’re asking the Universe, is this the thing I’ve been asking for and working towards. It doesn’t look exactly the way I imagined. Some of it matches and some of it doesn’t. Is this the job I should take? Is this the project I should take on? Is this the relationship match I’ve been waiting for?
What’s blocking you is feeling like moving forward might be dangerous. Might get you hurt. Your emotions and passions may have got you in trouble in the past (7 of Wands). You’re afraid moving forward on this path might be your downfall and leave you hurt. Might be painful and so now you’re sitting in an indecisive state. (The Tower and 2 of Coins Reversed)
What’s available for you or present in the world is the recognition that your mind is playing this game today. (5 of Swords Reversed) and you actually see the game it’s playing. It’s stifling your inner light, your intuition, it’s bringing you down. (Sun reversed) What’s available is leaving the past and all your sorrows behind. Being in a new thought and world paradigm (6 of Swords). The old self is stuck in cynicism. (8 of Cups Reversed) “Nothing ever works out for me.” “Things are always a challenge or a test”. “I never truly get what I want”. The (Knight of Wands) says “Move forward with faith”. Use the belief that “I only manifest what I truly want, because I’m newly empowered.” “The things I desire are always working their ways to me”. Watch the energy of self-fulfilling prophecy. You have the opportunity today to have emotional mastery over your thoughts and fears.
The likely outcome or future. It seems this is a very difficult challenge for you. You might make some mistakes and believe your emotions, you might take other people’s input instead of listening to your own intuition, (3 of Cups Reversed) and it might halt your forward movement. (King of Wands Reversed) But regardless the choice you make, it will lead to a new beginning in the way you follow your heart, your passions, your way of doing. In essence, a reminder that there are no wrong choices. (Ace of Wands)