Today is a 21-numerology day. It is evident by the number meaning and every single card but one being a sword that today is a mental energy day. Watch your thoughts. Manifestation starts in the mental realm. What are you thinking? Because that’s what you’re manifesting.
The theme card of the day is the Orphan. Every single person, regardless of having parents, regardless of having siblings has at one point in their lives felt an orphan. My generation especially being “latchkey kids”. We woke up and made our own breakfast, rode our bikes to school, came home after school and did our own homework. Maybe seeing our parents for 2-4 hours before bed. Today the card is asking you to reflect on, ‘How were you responsible for yourself as a child? What responsibilities did you take on, or ATTITUDES did you take on, as a result of this? How are these thoughts and mindsets, which are at the core of your childhood, mirroring back to you in your life today?’ Do you play enough? Do you value fun? If I asked you, what is fun to you, that you like to do, would you know how to answer that? The thing that stands out in this card, is that even thought this inner child is alone and might be hungry, she always had the light with her, guiding her way….and even this path was a choice to embrace and grow and learn the lessons her soul needed to learn.
In the past position, you were able to sever some of the ‘seriousness’ that you hold in your frequency. Some of the adult was able to take her guard down and start having a little fun. This recent experience is going to have a lasting effect in your mind and mental realm. Your values are starting to change. You’re starting to realize; life is not able all work and no play. And actually, when you embrace the play, it raises your frequency and you attract better things, people and situations into your life. (5 of Swords) This 5 of Swords energy has shifted you into better footing for your finances, for firing up your creativity and sexuality (sacral chakra energies) and tells you to also be patient with your process. You are moving towards your heart’s desires (Father of Pentacles, Temperance, The World Reversed)
Today the Universe tells you, harness the power, YOUR POWER, over your mind. Remember it’s a tool. YOUR TOOL. That you can use to manifest what you want OR what you don’t want. You can fall on your swords and continue to be the victim or the martyr if you’re not done with that role or archetype, or you can level up and be emPOWERED. You choose. Use your inner knowing about what you want to visualize, take action, speak your needs, speak what you know and feel. Or fall back into the same old cycle. If you were the parent before as a child, your inner child may have felt their needs were never met. Their need for comfort, security, knowing everything was going to be ok. You can hold this in your mental realm and have that reflected back to you in friendships or romantic relationships that always leave you feeling insecure and not good enough. You might date partners that leave you to manage and pay the bills because “you’re the responsible one.” And if you’re a female, that feels icky, both from the inner child and the divine feminine. (I’m not preaching 50’s ideals but sexual polarity. It’s just a metaphor, hang in there). Today, definitely pay attention to your thoughts, but if the situation calls for it, don’t hide what you think, because you’re afraid your words will cause harm to you. You’re causing harm to yourself, constantly stabbing yourself by silencing your needs. Setting boundaries with other is only hard and scary at first. It gets easier the more you do it, and you feel POWERFUL knowing you hold the ability and KEYS (latchkey) to your own happiness. You create the 4 walls of structure of the house of your happiness. Not others mistreating you or manipulating you, or leaving you abandoned to be the “parent”. (Mother of Swords and 8 of Swords Reversed)
What is blocking you is unseen grief. Yep, still more. Still there. I think it’s having compassion for that inner child that had to “hold it all together” or just felt she did. There was a lot of beauty and inner strength and wisdom she learned from living through and experiencing this process that isn’t being honored. Find all the qualities you now have, as a result of that past childhood karma. Find those things to be honored. Then balance it with play, fun, color, and joy. Your inner light is so strong and beaming right now. Don’t get caught in the grief. Just honor it. (5 of Pentacles Reversed and Wheel of Fortune Reversed)
What is present for you in the 3d world is a new beginning. A new fresh approach to your life. With a healed inner child. One that remembers there’s magic, synchronicity, assisting from angels and God, from ascended masters and spirit guides, and mystery in this world. Take that new outlook on life and run with it. The Universe is waiting to deliver the house, the husband/wife, the career path or job into your lap. It’s finally tweaking, fine tuning of your energy field and mental realms. You simply have to shift your beliefs. ‘Life is hard and suffering’ ‘to life is fun and joy’. Create your own new mantra.
In the future, your alignment is there. You just have to choose it. Take control of your thoughts, by studying what your belief about yourself and the world. Start with the inner child. The one who felt orphaned, abandoned, the parent. Alone. What does she have to tell you or teach you today?