The good news is the energies in the collective are much lighter today.
Today is a numerology 15 day. 15 has to do with making changes in your life. Being willing to clearing out the attachments to old dreams and the past, to make room for the new future possibilities. Being flexible to go with the flow of things. Dreams aren’t going to manifest in the same way as in the past. Again, as they have been emphasizing recently, you are the co-creator. Be aware of the thoughts you’re thinking, whether you believe in yourself or your future possibility or not. Whether fears are circling you that you latch onto or not. You are your own medicine and hold the keys to unlocking all that you really are. Believe in yourself and your dreams. (15 and Medicine Man Medicine Woman)
In the past position, I see there was a relationship that came in and shook up your belief in who you are, what you deserve and the foundation of your emotional fulfillment. It felt like it chipped away a little bit at who you really are. It caused a real abrupt change in how you perceive things and life. It stifled your light a bit. And also made you feel as if your heart is not safe. It pierced your heart to know such injustice and treatment could be in the world. Again, both internally within personal relationships and externally with injustice in the world. The good news is this relationship served a purpose and pushed you forward. (2 of Cups, The Tower Reversed, Justice Reversed)
In the present position, you’re seeing yourself and your value more clearly. You’re remembering who you are and the light you have to offer. Today might be a really good day to write down, if you were a friend of yours and they were telling some girl or guy about you for a date, what would they say about you? What do you know you have to offer the world? What do you think someone would find attractive in you. Really connect with yourself and your value today. (Page of Cups) And also be open to receiving love. There might be some kind of love connection today. The page typically brings love around. 😉
You may be wondering am I ready? And you might find you are not quite willing to take the leap yet, due to some grief below the surface and some fear. You’re still rebuilding that emotional fulfillment and foundation of who you were/are/will be. You’re refilling your “cups” or happiness so that when you’re overflowing, you’ll attract in that right person to both be overflowing together. (4 of Cups Reversed and The Fool Reversed)
What’s blocking is impulsivity and attachment to old ideas and beliefs about how to pursue the future. How relationships are supposed to go. And general moodiness. It’s like you’re feeling so much now, that you’re only seeing part of the picture not the whole. There’s not peace within. Your peace is being threatened by your mind. Take time to meditate today. Try and clear this space. Remember your soul is far more powerful than your mind. Your mind is an organ of the physical body. It’s supposed to be a tool, don’t let it be the commander. You are the observer and the essence and the light. When you believe everything your mind is telling you, you think those thoughts are you. And that is not so. Your essence, your light, your soul is only awareness. Isness as Mooji says. You’re pretty caught up in the Ego game right now. (Knight of Swords Reversed, 4 of Swords Reversed)
What’s surrounding is alignment. Rediscovering your true self. An explosion of what’s you pushing out what isn’t you. The true self is bursting forth. It may require some effort in maintaining emotional balance and navigating through some emotional turbulence, however calm waters lie ahead.
You will reach your destination, but it’s going to be a very different path than you think is going to take you there. Less mental more emotional/intuitively guided. You want to pursue your enlightenment or freedom through force. However, the masculine way of approaching things only gets you so far. Then you have to surrender and let the Universe and guides help you along your way. For they see the master blueprint, you see the ego’s desires.