Numerology day 5. Today again might be a challenging day. The choice is to get lost in the dissapointment or anger or choose to see the situation as a provider of perspective of how much you’ve grown…and keep moving towards what you align with and desire.
The theme of today is dealing with disappointment. Lately, in the reading you got the message of receiving something you really wanted, and then saying to yourself, “Is this really it? This is for me? What I was wanting?”… I feel today you may have realized that you didn’t attract in exactly what you wanted and needing a bit of a grieving process to deal with the disappointment and or anger that arises. Both with the situation and with the Universe. Is this the best I can do or manifest? (9 of Wands Reversed)
You’re moving out of ideas of what you don’t deserve. You’re saying to yourself now, “I deserve better.” You can either stay stuck in the anger and disappointment or realize that may have just been an echo to check in with your self-esteem. Did you stand up for yourself and speak your truth in a way you may not have in the past? Did you recognize the signs as they were coming, instead of in hindsight 2020. You’re done with settling for less than you deserve. Instead praise yourself for being willing to see that and then decide to keep moving towards what you want. (5 of Swords Reversed)
You are the creator of your emotional abundance. In every situation you decide what works for you and what doesn’t. If you are listening to that inner voice, that’s guiding you. You can choose to listen or not. I feel you are now and making different choices so that you DO manifest what you’re truly wanting, not repeating the past mistakes. You’re realizing you don’t have to put so much time, energy and work into getting what you want. You simply heal and align. Listen and align. Say no and align. Say yes and align. Be grounded and willing to co-create with the Universe.
Yes, I want more of this. No, I don’t want more of this. I know I deserve better than this. Serve me bigger and better.” (Empress and Ace of Cups, 3 of Wands Reversed)
What’s blocking you, is simply inexperience and mastery of this elevated upgraded manifesting process. You are working towards balance. I feel you’re experiencing some situations that are showing you where you were, having you say no, and then moving you to the new. Situations that provide perspective. (King of Coins)
What’s surrounding you is the death of the old foundation of beliefs, and your old world. You’re changing things up. You’re letting go of control paradigms. You’re willing to try new things, new ways of being, new thoughts and energies. Let the old things die. Don’t get caught up in the anger of the echo. Don’t get trapped in the density or darkness. The light is present ready to be rebirthed. Just say no to the old and claim your yes to the new.
I feel very positive you’ll make it through this day and reconnect to yourself. As the (Sun) comes in to reconnect you with your confidence, true self. You get to return to the shine when you let the disappointment and anger go. You’ll attract in the new things. Don’t worry. Just align.
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