Today is a numerology 18 day. The angels remind you today that what you reap what you sew. I’m not a huge fan of the phrasing of that, because it has a kind of ominous or dark feeling to it, but the farmer comes in to soften the message. The farmer asked, “What seeds have you planted in your past, that you are about to harvest and receive? 18 is a number of patience before you receive. A number of karma, receiving what you deserve. Because the old cycle is ending and the new one is coming. I feel these are good blessings, and an abundance that is going to over-flow to those around you. Because farmers don’t grow only enough food for themselves, they grow for the community, and so shall you. (18 and The Farmer)
In the past position, I’m seeing a number of qualities you’ve been cultivating. All growth. Intuition, creativity, grounding, love. You tend to be there for everyone else. Even when your well is dry, you still somehow manage to pull up waters from the depths. You are generous to a fault. But this generosity has been requested to aim towards the self. For it’s only in helping the self, that you can help others. Ripple effects. Self-work can be more powerful than helping others even. You’ve plunged into the darkness in your ‘self’, subconsciousness, emotions, and you’re finally starting to see some light. (The Empress)
Today the world says, give the internal work a bit of a break. Get out of your isolation bubble, your house, your internal process and self-work. Go out. Socialize with friends. Connect with others. Do something fun. You deserve it! You need it! Go do it! (The daughter of Wands Reversed, The Moon Reversed)
Remember life is about balance. Sometimes too much focus on a thing, even healing, can keep that energy present in your field, and the thing to clear it easily is fun. Dance. Music. Friends. Socializing. Connection. Don’t keep yourself trapped in this internal process because what you want feels so far from you, and you think that’s the only way to get what you want. The thing is you don’t really want what you want. You think that car, house, job, boyfriend is going to give you the sense of love, joy, accomplishment, recognition, security that you’re really desiring. So instead realize what you want is love, joy, accomplishment, recognition and security. Find new ways to give that to YOURSELF, instead of seeking the object you desire. (5 of Cups Reversed)
Today is a day for fun, play, experiencing all that life has to offer. You are wise and I know you will choose well. Your internal wisdom is growing in strength by the day. The money and abundance will come, put it on the back burner today. (Father of Pentacles)
In the future position, there is love. You will find all the things you’re working towards. You can have those things today if you realize they are already here, now, with you already and forever. The brain/ego/avatar you’re playing has trouble realizing that but the heart/soul/essence of who you truly are already knows. Always knows. The world can be a playground if you choose. Today choose fun! (The Lovers)
