Ok guys, buckle your seat belts.
So while I was shuffling the Tree jumped out for a repeat visit. Today is piggybacking yesterday. I’ve seen and noticed recently people, but mostly women, having tremendous issues with speaking their truth in order to get their needs met. So much of it related to fears about security, safety, root chakra. In speaking to my other mentor friends, it’s in the collective consciousness right now and they are noticing similar issues with their clients. So if nothing else, know you are not alone right now. We are all traveling on the same grid, healing our throat and root chakras for the collective divine feminine rising.
Today is a 14-numerology day. Which means you are being helped by your guides and angels. A reassuring message, as yesterday I felt Kali and Quan Yin fly in to assist. We have the Tower card and the Wheel of Fortune in the spread which shows as much. So the guides are going to intervene on your behalf.
The past position shows imbalance. An imbalance between income and passion, between effort and reward, being self-value and what you manifest in return. And again I feel thinking or manifestation being mirrored back between this and that, black and white, together or not together, fun or boredom, drinking or sobriety, sex or celibacy. This type of thinking does not serve. The world is grey and there’s a million ways to manifest everything in between. Like the branches on a tree. There’s not one branch that’s straight, there’s one main branch and splits and forks and forks off the forks. That’s the way life is. Not in this structured, controlled box you tried to categorize it into. Release your control mechanisms, get back into the flow, SURRENDER. (2 of Coins Reversed). When you’re controlling, you’ll find things don’t go your way, when you’re surrendered, you get delivered miracles. (2 of Coins Reversed)
In the present position, I see a bit of a set back day. The Wheel of Fortune, which typically represents good luck and divine intervention, is paired with the card of I keep hearing “dashed dreams”. (10 of Cups Reversed) Ok the guides are wanting to talk, “Children. You know what you want, you know what you need, and yet you are not speaking up for yourself, you’re not speaking your needs. You’re settling for less than you deserve. You are not seeing your divinity and your power. The world may have convinced you that you have to suffer, and control, and be served less and you have to settle, but that is not so. We see you are in fear and don’t believe you have the power to manifest what you need. It’s time for us to intervene per your prayers and our contract we made pre-birth. Things may get a little bumpy from your perspective but in the long-run it’s for your highest fulfillment of your divine learning and blueprint. We were whispering and urging you to take action for the longest time, and you were scared, and that’s ok, forgive yourself. But now is when we intervene.” (Wheel of Fortune and 10 of Cups Reversed)
What’s blocking you showed up yesterday reversed. You are powerful, a queen. You have a fierceness to you; you can tap into. You’re unfortunately emotionally unfulfilled and feeling sad or less than. You want change, to birth your new dreams, but unable to fill that bowl of desire. (Queen of Cups)
What surrounds you, the last warning from your guides, take action yourself before we have to. It’s always easier and more empowering if you do it, before we do, but change is coming, and the Tower will fall either way. You’re allowing your thoughts to take you out and perceive things in a distorted way. A literal meaning of the Tower reversed is also, “you have held onto a career, project or relationship that is not strong enough to stand the test of time.” Let go of what you need to, so it’s on your terms, not the other way around. That can be jolting as I learned in January. It was necessary and for my best outcome ultimately, but always feels better when it’s your decision to leave what isn’t serving you. (Tower Reversed and 8 of Swords Reversed)
The future card speaks of rebuilding. Of putting one foot in front of the other, to remember your ‘self’. Your true desires and taking the steps to get there. Not attached to people, places and things that are draining your energy and holding you back. (9 of Wands)