A Collective Consciousness reading
Today is a Numerology 4 day. Which has to do with breaking down or rebuilding the foundations of how you build your future; relating to relationships with friends and family. (Ace of Wands)
You’re moving out of a phase of feeling like you’re the only one that takes care of and nurtures you. You are the Queen of Compassion and Caretaking of others. You have a huge and generous heart and feel as if it’s your responsibility to take care of everyone else, make sure they see their own inner power and light. You’re the ultimate nurturer. However, when it comes to yourself, it’s been sometimes putting your own needs and wants on hold or on the back burner. (Mother/Queen of Cups Reversed)
Now you’re ready and willing and not seeing your romantic relationship at all or found one and it’s not fulfilling your needs in the way you desired. (3 of Cups Reversed). You have the opportunity today to have some insight that bubbles up from within on how you might be sabotaging what you need. Either by not directly asking for it…or rationalizing others not nurturing you the way you nurture others. (10 of Wands) The good news though is, you’re shifting out of that way of being. This is a two-part issue. One is trusting that others can hold you. Hold the space for you, and trust that they have your best interest in mind. The other is being able to surrender into that space. (7 of Swords).
What’s blocking you seems to be taking action on your needs. Not “I need a drink of water, will you get me one” but “I really need more rest, can you watch the kids.” “I need a spa day. I know money is tight, but can we swing a massage. My body and soul both need nurturing and replenishing”. What is it your inner soul is trying to tell you? (7 of Wands Reversed) Your soul wants you to evolve out of ‘putting others first.’ That is a worthiness issue. How are you going to manifest the relationships you desire, the income you desire, the everything you desire, if you don’t think you deserve it or are worth it? Burn away or shake up those beliefs from your foundation and shake them out of your system. Out of your mind body and soul. (8 of Wands)
Your present position and what surround you are both merged. The lack of relationships you desire with lack of taking action or blocked passion. (2 of Wands Reversed) You are blocking your rebirth. (Devil Reversed). You have belief systems that are not empowering you. They may have been given to you in childhood. Because you were a child, you may have felt disempowered to stand up for yourself, or not take on the beliefs of (the father/authority figure/parent/society). It’s not your fault. Forgive yourself. See if you can identify what leaves you feeling disempowered and shift that belief into an affirmation that works for you. What I see inside you is a POWERHOUSE. You have the fires of creation, creativity, self-esteem, and groundedness all bubbling around in there like a volcano ready to blow. It affected you so much because your true self knew the powerhouse you really are. While the avatar/the ego, didn’t know. It created these habits of thinking that weren’t serving you. (Father/King of Swords Reversed).
Dig deep. See what’s inside you. When you connect with your power you will find your new beginning. You will take care of yourself and your needs. You will also get that reflected back to you as well. (The Fool) Today ends one cycle and begins another. Empowerment is the word of today.
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