In the past position, I see today brings in a bit of frustration and disappointment. I see someone who has put in a lot of focused effort towards a goal and isn’t seeing a return on investment. That could mean people aren’t buying your product, signing up for your class, you’re not getting people interested in your dating profile and it’s affecting your self-esteem.
In the present position, I see it’s because the new thought system hasn’t fully been uploaded into your operating system yet. You’re not feeling in alignment or feeling the new self yet. This is in reference to realizing there was a mental belief structure that wasn’t working for you. A wound you didn’t see, and now you do, but you’re not quite sure what to replace it with. I feel what’s being called for is to see the wound and love yourself anyways. Realize that there’s positives and negatives about everybody. The trick in relationships is can you love that other person, in spite of this thing that annoys you. The bad habits or whatnot….and now this is being called to turn it around to yourself. Can you love yourself anyways. Yes! Of course. This is a situation of hindsight is 20-20. That wound got you to the place you’re at today, because it was a survival mechanism, implanted as a child.
Your blocking yourself for integrating this piece. Instead of seeing this wound as a “flaw” or as “bad” maybe imagine it vision it, as your child self. You as a little girl or boy. Do you see that little boy or girl, sad and crying, and thinking that this part of herself/himself is not worthy of love? Now all the sudden we connect with compassion instead of judgement. Now it’s much easier to say to that child, “I see you. I’m here to comfort you, support you, take care of you. Thank you for helping me stay alive to this point, I’ve got it from here!”
Once we are able to see that that thing you’re most afraid of facing, was truly just looking for love. Now you can feed yourself love and nurturing and really reconnect to manifesting what it is in your life, mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually.
If you would like help navigating your own journey of the wound, the shadow self, I’d love to be of service. Please consider booking a tarot reading to help identify the wound if you haven’t seen it already or an energy healing, to help shift from blockage/judgement to love and compassion. www.TheVioletCrow.com