I see that you recently followed your instincts and did something which brought your goal from way out in the future, to almost within grasp. You brought your desire closer. It still may feel out of reach, and you still may not see where it’s coming from, but rest assured it’s going to drop down and in, from the darkness to within your grasp.
In the present however, I see some fear about stepping into your desires and taking the risk. It this about love? I’m really feeling the love element more so than the career, which was dominating the focus yesterday. Today I’m seeing you being afraid of taking the next step. Of having to put yourself or your needs out there in the world. And you’re being blocked by courage. You’re making excuses or rationalizing away things, whereas if you just took the chance, or stood up for yourself you might find yourself in a new type of relationship. A more grounded one.
What is waiting for you is a new way of taking action, but you really need to decide that you’re worth it!