Today I see that what was in the surrounding us in the 3d world position, is now in our past position. This card shows me someone who felt they were at the will and mercy of the universe. They had no fight left in them and was just surrendered to their own destruction. This translating to someone who was at the mercy of their own made up wound-story. Unable to break free of it, because due to the blinders they had on, couldn’t even see there was a story in the first place. It was a protective mechanism that was created and then laid around in the subconscious dictating personal decisions unbeknownst to you. That story has unraveled or may be just starting to unravel for you, which is why it’s now in the past position. It has been seen.
The present position is showing that you’re now in alignment with your passion & will, your goals & intentions, the way you’re taking action and new found balance with the masculine. You will start to see A new way of acting/being in the world. Energy flows from mind to emotion to real world. That’s what I see here. Past position, new mental mindset, mastery of passions or emotions and goals, and then the King of Coins (pentacles) saying you will start to see the reflection in your every day world as well. Perhaps in better health & body, in your pocketbook/abundance, in the way you observe the world as well. Everything has shifted. The present position also reminds you to be cautious not to revert into your old ways of thinking, or if one “bad” thing happens, to think no change at all has happened. Don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater. Sometimes we experience echo’s when our energy has shifted but the 3d world hasn’t caught up to that shift yet. Stay true to the new course and path and believe in yourself and the work you’ve done to unravel the old way of thinking, being and doing. You ARE headed in a new direction to a new destination.
What’s blocking you, is pretty much the same message as above, is perhaps not recognizing your shift. The tower is warning you, don’t keep “doing” the same patterns you were doing before. The saying is coming to mind, “If you keep doing what you’re doing, you keep getting what you’ve got”. Do you keep trying to date the same kind of man? Similar characteristics? Do you keep handling your money in a certain way? Are you stuck in lack mentality or paradigm? Do you stick with one exercise routine, because you know it and it’s familiar but it’s not even fun anymore? I pulled an indicator to ask, “what is the thing you keep doing over and over?” I got the fool card. You’re afraid to take risks. You’re afraid of new beginnings. You’re afraid of the unknown and getting out of your comfort zone.
The main message resonating is do things new! I had an assignment one time from a mentor. She said start small and this week, do one thing new. Take a different route to work, go to a different coffee shop for your morning coffee, wear a lipstick color you normally feel is too bold, start small and find something, one thing new. I’ll tell you that lipstick was the catalyst for my whole world shifting. I started to look for things in my day/week, I could do new, and now my life a year later is unrecognizable. Where a year ago I felt stuck, I know feel reborn and a different person. Start small and work your way up.
In the future position, you are revisited by the 5 of cups. I see that you may feel grief from being lost in the old way of being, that held you back from your goals for so long. Be compassionate with yourself, the Hierophant, comes in to tell you. It’s all a learning process. You will see the gift in the whole process after you have some time and space from healing the wound. You may feel grief first, but gratitude will come after, for you will have regained your connection to your true self your true intuition, and self-guidance, and you’ll feel more emotionally balanced.