There’s a lot of feminine energy present. I see someone who has healed some inner child wounding that was discussed in the weekly. This adult however is in a process of moving through a particular challenge to overcome issues of feeling you always have to “do it alone.”
In the past position, I see the inner child, at play with her self-confidence. Some one who has triumphed over an emotional wound and has reached a completion point with one particular stage of learning. Perhaps the wound you discovered in the last 3 days had to do with how you were preventing intimacy in your life, or self-expressing your needs? Now, looking toward yourself and the future in a whole new light. It may be storming in the 3d world, but in your inner world, there’s calmness. You can sit and drink a cup of tea while everything around you in chaotic. You’re guided by an inner light and knowing rather than what’s happening around you as the guide. I actually remember being told by my guides months ago, “You’re going into a time when you’re going to have to go within for answers and guidance. You won’t be able to rely on the outside world”. I didn’t totally understand the meaning then, but now it makes perfect sense.
In the present, I see someone who is having some instability or problems in need of solving. As a group everyone involved is having their own perspective of what is the right way to move forward. Your next step is to use a balanced intellect and intuitive guidance from within. Your own inner guidance is energetically more peaceful and calm, while the outside world or other people’s opinions feel more like fighting and abrasive energy. I really do feel it’s the same message in the past position, in the present, except that it’s saying, you’re still in the process. You’ll reach a completion point if you address it from the feminine flow (creativity, adaptability, resourcefulness) as opposed to trying to force.
What’s blocking you right now is taking action from a compassionate place, and being compassionate with the other “players” in this conflict or scenario. It may be an internal battle you’re fighting today, but if you’re quarantining with family, it may be a conflict in the external world. You know best what’s right for you. So if you need to take a walk to connect with yourself, your intuition, and know what’s the best steps to take next, do it. Any self-care is called for.
What’s surrounding you is the divine mother. Whether it’s Gaia herself, an ancestor or your inner mother, you can receive the nurturing you need right now. Corona virus has caused a lot of people to be in the base chakra of survival right now. That chakra wants a sense of security and we usually look to our mothers for that. If you don’t have a Mom to turn to, see if in meditation a guide/ascended master/ancestor or Gaia wants to connect with you. I was telling someone today, that since Day 1 of CoronaVirus Gaia is wishing we would turn to her to recycle our energy and her energy. To flow each energy towards each other, as a transmutation symbiotic, yin yang, type of arrangement. She is there for you if you need her. Call upon the earth (ground, plants, animals, trees) air (sun, wind, stars, sky) water (oceans, rivers, lakes, showers) fire (inner fire, shamanic fire, sacred central sun, our sun) to help you transmute any anger, fear, grief or sadness that might be preventing you from being in alignment right now.
What’s coming online right now is reconnecting with your inner knowing, so that when this quarantine period ends, you move forward in the right direction for manifesting the life your inner self truly wants, not what society has conditioned you to believe you want. It takes a while to deprogram, defragment, and download new software to run. That’s why the present position says “you’re in a process”. And I feel about half way there.
We are halfway through the week, it’s very fitting.
